worried about mikey

monday his doc mentioned his soft spot is almost closed up. so i started researching this and i'm really worried. some of the red flags outside of the skull itself are going up (not an avid eater, sleeps alot, high pitch scream - which just started and isn't a colic type thing). the more i reserach it the more worried i get. he is supposed to go back dec 14th for his reg check up, but i think i want to get the ball rolling on checking on this sooner. what i'm reading says corrections is easiest and most successful between 4-10 months. he's 16 weeks this coming tuesday. and if we wait until mid dec and he does need the catscan and referral to a ped neurologist then we're looking at going through all this during the holidays. i have hardly slept at night thinking about the possibility of my precious baby boy having his skull cut apart. and him having to wear protective gear and not being able to kiss his sweet head, i love holding him and smelling his head and giving him sweet kisses on it.